friend...
today i got an accident,,,
i fell from my motorcycle...

sorry...
to be the one that really fool ..
there is nothing that i can do.
if you mad at me please shout at me..
i really feel  i am lonely now..
i don't have time to meet you..
for what that i have written before.. please just forget it.
that was just my feeling that too excessive..
i am sorry to be like that.
i will accept what do you want to do with me..
this is not just about you and me,, but also the other people..
thank you to have been my bestfriend..
but i am too dumb to think that you all will forget me,..

What are In your mind today??

There is nothing about us..is that right??

 I know you have many friends that always be with you..But what about THIS OLD FRIEND??

Do you forget them? Just because of distance we can’t be together like used to be?

I really hurt to see you like that. Don’t you remember what we have passed in 8 years in our friendship? Is there will one by one out from our relationship. I cannot tell it to you all. I just can write it down. I am afraid you will underestimate me. I really hate it when I am not one of person that you love. I really feel you all my sister..please ,, don’t force me to do something dumb when I don’t have you around me.this is just what I feel nowadays. Understandme..